here I am
ahiii ! finally I write a blog again, after so long I never cared at whose name the blog hahaha
actually I already have an account, but the old accounts have forgotten what email and password (please be advised, I am senile wkwkwwk)
so I ask little help to my sister, khia, to create a new account for me.
thank you hunny :*:*

I want to tell you about bad or beautiful events that exist in my life!
that are warm to be discussed :3
but it would be a long story, and it will be no end
i'm pity with the readers, how about when you are bored to read it?
but I'll try to make the readers feel comfortable with the blog I create
and I hope you guys like to read it ;)

what I'm doing right now? does anybody know?
I'm sure you don't know before I say it: p

I'll say it, I'll admit that I am reading a message from someone who I love so much that is HIM! he is my ex-boyfriend
when I became his, I actually protected by him.
he really loved me
he cared about me.
he really could make me feel how that feels in love.
but they all vanished when we parted.

we separated because there were some problems that I can not express here.
he has lied to me! and I was very disgusted by it
but! I still love him, but he is very damaging my feelings.
and I did not think he did all that on me.
I hope he knew that I was very sad when he decided to leave me and choose a girl who once wasted him.
but I would point out that I am not a weak people like you and her

My mother once said to me:
"If you're looking for a mate not just about the look of the capital, but he must have the capital feelings and responsibilities"

i know mom!
but I want to do? I already love.
pretend like you were already in love with father, that's what I feel


well ! let's forget it. I'm digress and rather not to connect
I'll switch topic to the issue of school
next week ,
I will go to take the test for entry the RSBI
The tested material is hard, it is more difficult than the national exam! very much
Initially I was a bit stressed, but over time I tried to relax and not too tense

I will try as hard as possible, so my parents and everyone will be proud of me
so did I, I will feel proud and more love myself

if I'm confident, I'm sure I could handle all the challenges! because I am a great girl

everyone want to be successful right? so do I
if I became to success! i want to build an orphanage and a nursing home
i hope God will allow my projects :3
and if I become a successful person, I will build a magnificent palace for my parents and my family

yaaaaaaaaa! I hope my dream come true.

I've written quite a lot. hoahhhmmmm I am sleepy right now
I'll be there again if I have an idea to write. Bye *smooch*